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Wednesday 29 August 2012


If i could muster up the courage to leave everything behind and start over i would do this. But deep down I am too afraid to take such a huge risk. I am a pathetic wormboy with no future.

Marilyn Manson - In The Shadow Of The Valley Of Death


We have no future
heaven wasn't made for me
we burn ourselves to hell
as fast as it can be
and I wish that I could be a king
then I'd know that I am not alone

Maggots put on shirts

Sell each others shit
sometimes I feel so worthless
sometimes I feel discarded
I wish that I was good enough
then I'd know that I am not alone

Death is policeman

Death is the priest
Death is the stereo
Death is a TV
Death is the Tarot
Death is an angel and
Death is our God
killing us all

she puts the seeds in me

plant this dying tree
she's a burning string
and I'm just the ashes

she put the seeds in me

plant this dying tree
she's a burning string
and I'm just the ashes 


Recycling the ashes so Mother Nature can continue on a little longer evolving without the plague and disease that is the human race before the Event Horizon arrives

The Misanthropy is strong with this one.

Saturday 25 August 2012

Satire

The Joker is in the opinion of many film critics, the character around which the whole action of the film (The Dark Knight) is built up. A terrorist mastermind only interested in creating chaos. A Joker in a card game can represent chaos for the other players, and can be exciting for the player who holds the Joker card. The basic urge or desire that the player wants is to win, and the Joker card helps the player achieve that desire.

The Joker has a simple anti-conventional nihilistic view point of the world and seeks to disrupt order in a world he does not believe in.

The character of The Joker is usually regarded as a "psychopathic, mass murdering, schizophrenic clown with zero empathy", this is a very striking way to describe a character as it isn't something in which can be related to other characters.

A psychopath is someone who displays personality traits that involve more than simply engaging in criminal acts. A psychopath:



(1) can be superficially charming and manipulative. The Joker is that. Imagine him without his clown makeup, imagine him with a handsome face doing and saying what he does in the film. He'd make a compelling—versus repellant—figure
(2) is emotionally callous, without remorse or guilt. The Joker lies freely when it suits him as he gives two different stories for how he came to have his scars, both likely to be untrue. He doesn't feel bad about his deeds—the lives he taken or ruined or destroyed.
(3) has a socially deviant lifestyle. Not only is the Joker a criminal, but he seeks out the excitement of his life of crime. His crimes act as a drug and he needs the regular fixes of the intense stimulation his actions bring. Unfortunately, he seems to develop tolerance to the drug, wanting ever-increasing "doses" and so planning increasingly sadistic and elaborate master plans.
According to the most basic psychoanalytical model, the character, through his acts and way of thinking becomes the correspondent of the 'id'. This term was developed by Sigmund Freud and refers to “the unconscious, that part of the human psyche which is almost non-human”, yet “dark and inaccessible, a primitive chaos, irrational and amoral". The Joker doesn’t play by the usual rules, because he isn’t motivated by self-interest.

Most criminals are motivated by desire to earn greater wealth, or greater power or to execute some form of revenge or there’s some clear motivation which is understandable. In the case of The Joker you can’t necessarily predict what he is going to do because his motivations are not the normal ones. He has an agenda of destruction, considers himself an 'engine of chaos' and is a unique villain because he’s not necessarily after the money, or power or other traditional things. The deadliest of villains are those with whom you cannot bargain with .In the words of Alfred the Butler, “Some men just want to watch the world burn”

The image of the clown is not randomly chosen, but refers back to the Freudian unconscious, seen as intrinsically infantile, since it contains the impulses which were repressed in childhood. His father’s image is strong in his case and deeply marked the route of his existence. “My father was… a drinker. And a fiend. And one night he goes off crazier than usual. Comes at me with the knife… “Why so serious?” He sticks the blade in my mouth… “Let’s put a smile on that face! ... I hate my father”. 

 One shot in particular crystallizes everything that is the Joker as he is walking towards the camera, playing (and, really, that’s the only word) with a bomb detonator. Huge explosions are going on behind him as he walks towards us, stiff and happy and hobbling, like a toddler. He’s a child and this is pure 'id'. At the heart of existence isn’t creation, but chaos.


At the opposite end we discover Batman, or as the film title suggests, The Dark Knight. With the help of Lieutenant Jim Gordon and District Attorney Harvey Dent, Batman sets out to fight against the remaining criminal organizations that plague the city streets of Gotham. The partnership proves to be effective, but they soon find themselves prey to a reign of chaos unleashed by the Joker. These elements can be again applied to the psychoanalytical model developed by Freud. Therefore, Batman and Bruce Wayne  represent the force that fights against the villain, which is in this case The Joker.

Despite the opposition between the two characters (the Joker and Batman), there are certain elements that unite them. There are no references to Batman’s childhood, but information from the previous part of the sequel (Batman Begins) reveal that Bruce Wayne’s childhood was also marked by a shocking experience regarding his parents, having witnessed their killing. Both The Joker and Batmans psyche were  modified by t external influences. This idea is suggested in the film by a dialogue between the two characters.


Psychology of The Dark Knight 7Batman: Then why do you want to kill me?

The Joker: [giggling] I don’t, I don’t want to kill you! What would I do without you? Go back to ripping off mob dealers? No, no, NO! No. You… you… complete me.
 
Batman: You’re garbage who kills for money.

The Joker: Don’t talk like one of them. You’re not! Even if you’d like to be. To them, you’re just a freak, like me!” 


At a basic level, the eternal fight between two complementary forces, Evil and Good, can be depicted from the story. The ending of the film comes to reinforce the idea that these two will always exist in the universe and one cannot exist without the other. Batman chooses to save The Joker from falling down the building, not just because he is “the conscience” (the ideal that something controls our sense of right and wrong and guilt), but also because he accepts the existence of a rival force.

His unpredictable actions and dialogue reveals his character's personality, displaying his lack of self-awareness, cruelness and villainous actions. As a result, his characters role serves the purpose of providing an ironic twist to the storyline intended to make others question themselves.

For Batman, there was a great curiosity about this Joker because he hadn’t come across with anybody like him before. This is another character like himself who will not compromise whatsoever. They are dark reflection of each other. The both men operate outside of normal social norms, they are both highly talented, highly gifted on what they do. They have a lot in common.

The Joker wants to see that everybody has a price, that nobody is pure, and that even Batman can be bought or can be leveraged in such a way that he will compromise his principles.

"Do I really look like a guy with a plan? You know what I am? I’m a dog chasing cars. I wouldn’t know what to do with one if I caught it! You know, I… I just do things. The mob has plans. The cops have plans. Gordon’s got plans. They’re schemers. Schemers trying to control their little worlds. I’m not a schemer. I try to show the schemers how pathetic their attempts to control things really are… "

Batman lives within certain self-imposed and socially-imposed rules. Because of those rules, Batman becomes predictable…at least to the Joker. Two men with similar talents, but in the Joker's case, his talents are used to create anarchy for his own amusement

I sometimes think that the Joker also has a sort of a romantic attachment to Batman. Not at all sexual mind you, but combination of sadomasochism, compulsive behavior, routine, & single-minded obsession. Hatred is love, murder is sex, pain is pleasure, reality is fake, insanity is sane, & worst enemies are biggest fans.


Madness is like gravity all you need is a little push.

Monday 13 August 2012

Coma White

There's something cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile

"You were from a perfect world

A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"

A pill to make you numb

A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut

And she was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a polaroid that
Lost all her dolls



One interpretation could be that this song is about how sometimes we can't do anything to stop events from occurring.
Another could be that this song is actually about how most Americans, and citizens in other parts of the world, use things like TV, religion, and drugs to escape reality, and don't face it.

Just as respect bands like Korn and Nirvana who are able to come up with both fucking amazing rock music and touching softer creations, i also respect Marilyn Manson for using his music to grab peoples attention all the while forcing them to think about what his meanings his lyrics actually hold.

I've met a few people in my lifetime who have been afflicted with problems regarding drug use. I myself have been offered drugs a few times but out of fear i refused to try them. But 'Ive definitely heard stories about the devastating effects of drugs on peoples health, relations and general well being. Its well documented enough to surely matter.

 But that doesn't mean i don't want to trip on some psychedelics before i die.


Yes.. Yes you were Kurt and you still are.

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In an effort to bring out the humanitarian side of me I've taken up volunteering at Red Cross. I started on Sunday and its just taking care of the retail store whose proceeds go straight toward the Main Headquarters activities. A chance to help out a secular organisation all the while hopefully making some new work buddies, honing my customer service skills and learning how to press all those damn buttons on the register. I do <3 the *CHING* sound the register makes when its time to move money.

Have you ever been stopped in the street by a random guy or gal looking to take a few minutes of your precious time to talk about their cause? Being the sad loveless motherfucker I am i am very quick to assume that a girl might have an interest in me which we all know is entirely false. So when a pretty gal stops to talk to me in the middle of the street what do i do? I stop as well. Then i snap back to reality when i realise this bitch is talking about donations to the Catholic Church and its hope to lobby for anti gay laws. I then proceed to verbally assault her delicious behind with derogatory comments and walk off feeling like I've lost valuable masturbating time and slapping myself for not being able to reduce her to tears like i originally planned to. Why are almost all the nice looking girls (who i will never get giddity with) the most fucking insane ones? Not that it matters to an ugly hairy short guy like me thought right?


But then the other day on Burwood Road I'm walking home from grocery shopping and a dude stops to talk to me about the environment. Now i take my anti religion stance very seriously but the environment? Well shit I do love the animals and while you wont find me out measuring the circumference of tree trunks to determine their age i can tell you that the environment is a pretty big fucking important issue despite how caught we are in technology. So what did i learn?

Well this is assuming that the dude was telling me legitimate information. The guy starts off by detailing the last most successful exploit of his organization and how it managed to lobby the government to create incentives to fix the Murray Darling river (Don't know what the problem was though). Then he moves onto the latest victory against over fishing. Nonchalantly i ask him, mate what about the whales? The guy didn't answer bu instead went oh my god you <3 whales as well? HI FIVE hxfjcgkvhlghfukgxfjg GREAT BARRIER REEF!!!!!. I thought wait what the f-? .. blah blah Now it would seem that even though its a world heritage site that it would be protected from damage. But no! I have reason to believe that the government plans to allow around 60% of the reef to be destroyed in order to acquire oil. But we cant have that have you been there mate? I said no, but i heard its quite beautiful OH MY GAWD YES IT IS and imagine losing it! It would be like ---*then i cut in* getting cancer in your foot it would die and take down the rest of the organic system with it right? 

There was an awkward silence as the volunteer just gave me this weird look and then he hi fived me again and we continued on as per usual. Around 45 minutes later i said look whale man dude friend its been nice chatting with you but i don't have money for donations i just wanted to learn something about nature from you. The guy said OH i wouldn't DREAM of that. *Yeah sure you bitch you are such a damn PHONY* nah i didn't say that because it is his job as a volunteer for his organization to spread the word of these issues to the public. You know what whale dude you ain't half bad :D





 

Friday 3 August 2012

Whats This? Satan?


Courtesy of the last Batman movie in the trilogy. It was terrible compared to the Dark Knight. I think ill do a psycho analysis of The Joker some time soon.


Also F.Y.I.

Satanism isnt ACTUALLY the worship of Satan himself. Its the acceptance of the carnal self. E.g. the acceptance that were are only human with human urges and desires.

Funny how another one of Satans supposed names is Lucifer, which translates the bringer of light. Enlightener of humanity perhaps?






The central idea of Satanism is that an individual must enforce their own meaning on life and rise above the perceived conformity of the masses.


JACK SKELLINGTON APPROVES OF THIS

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The Nine Satanic Statements

  1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence.
  2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams.
  3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit.
  4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it, instead of love wasted on ingrates.
  5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek.
  6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires.
  7. Satan represents man as just another animal (sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all fours), who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all.
  8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification.
  9. Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years.[16]

The Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth

  1. Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.
  2. Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them.
  3. When in another’s home, show them respect or else do not go there.
  4. If a guest in your home annoys you, treat them cruelly and without mercy.
  5. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal.
  6. Do not take that which does not belong to you, unless it is a burden to the other person and they cry out to be relieved.
  7. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained.
  8. Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.
  9. Do not harm young children, for they are the future.
  10. Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked.
  11. When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask them to stop. If they do not stop, destroy them.

The Nine Satanic Sins

  1. Stupidity — The top of the list for Satanic Sins, the Cardinal Sin. It’s too bad that stupidity isn’t painful. Ignorance is one thing, but our society thrives increasingly on stupidity. It depends on people going along with whatever they are told. The media promotes a cultivated stupidity as a posture that is not only acceptable but laudable. One must learn to see through the tricks and cannot afford to be stupid.
  2. Pretentiousness—Empty posturing can be most irritating and isn’t applying the cardinal rules of Lesser Magic. On equal footing with stupidity for what keeps the money in circulation these days. Everyone’s made to feel like a big shot, whether they can come up with the goods or not.
  3. Solipsism—Can be very dangerous. Projecting your reactions, responses and sensibilities onto someone who is probably far less attuned than you are. It is the mistake of expecting people to give you the same consideration, courtesy and respect that you naturally give them. They won’t. Instead, one must strive to apply the dictum of “Do unto others as they do unto you.” It’s work for most of us and requires constant vigilance lest you slip into a comfortable illusion of everyone being like you. As has been said, certain utopias would be ideal in a nation of philosophers, but unfortunately (or perhaps fortunately, from a Machiavellian standpoint) we are far from that point.
  4. Self-deceit—It’s in the “Nine Satanic Statements” but deserves to be repeated here. We must not pay homage to any of the sacred cows presented to us, including the roles we are expected to play ourselves. The only time self-deceit should be entered into is when it’s fun, and with awareness. But then, it’s not self-deceit!
  5. Herd Conformity—That’s obvious - it’s all right to conform to a person’s wishes, if it ultimately benefits you. But only fools follow along with the herd, letting an impersonal entity dictate to you. The key is to choose a master wisely instead of being enslaved by the whims of the many.
  6. Lack of Perspective—Again, this one can lead to a lot of pain. You must never lose sight of who and what you are, and what a threat you can be, by your very existence. We are making history right now, every day. Always keep the wider historical and social picture in mind. That is an important key to both Lesser and Greater Magic. See the patterns and fit things together as you want the pieces to fall into place. Do not be swayed by herd constraints—know that you are working on another level entirely from the rest of the world.
  7. Forgetfulness of Past Orthodoxies—Be aware that this is one of the keys to brainwashing people into accepting something new and different, when in reality it’s something that was once widely accepted but is now presented in a new package. We are expected to rave about the genius of the creator and forget the original. This makes for a disposable society.
  8. Counterproductive Pride—That first word is important. Pride is great up to the point you begin to throw out the baby with the bathwater. The rule of Satanism is: if it works for you, great. When it stops working for you, when you’ve painted yourself into a corner and the only way out is to say, I’m sorry, I made a mistake, I wish we could compromise somehow, then do it.
  9. Lack of Aesthetics—This is the physical application of the Balance Factor. Aesthetics is important in Lesser Magic and should be cultivated. It is obvious that no one can collect any money off classical standards of beauty and form most of the time so they are discouraged in a consumer society, but an eye for beauty, for balance, is an essential tool and must be applied for greatest magical effectiveness. It’s not what’s supposed to be pleasing—it’s what is. Aesthetics is a personal thing, reflective of one’s own nature, but there are universally pleasing and harmonious configurations that should not be denied.


 

Thursday 2 August 2012

Human Rights

So if people have the right to food and shelter, why are 16 000 children dying EVERYDAY, one every FIVE seconds. If people have freedom of speech, why are thousands in prison for speaking their minds? If people have the right to education, why are over a billion adults unable to read? If slavery has truly been abolished, why are 27 million people still enslaved today, more than twice as many as in 1800.

The fact is when the universal declaration of human rights was signed it did not have the force of law, it was optional. And despite many more documents, conventions, treaties and law, it's still little more than words on a page.
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So the question is, who will make those words a reality? When Dr King marched for racial equality, he was marching for rights that had been guaranteed by the United nations for nearly two decades, but still he marched. When Nelson Mandella stood up for social justice in the 1990's his country had already agreed to abolish such discrimination for 40 years, but still he fought.

Those who fight today against torture, poverty and discrimination are not giants or superheroes, they're people, kids, mothers, fathers, teachers, free thinking individuals who refuse to be silent and realise human rights are not a history lesson, they're not words on a page, they're not speeches or commercials, or PR campaigns, they're the choices we make everyday as human beings, the responsibilities we all share, to respect each other, help each other, and to protect those in need.

As Eleanor Roosevelt said, where do Human Rights begin? In small places close to home, so close, so small, they cannot be seen on any maps of the world, yet they are the world of the individual person, the neighbourhood he lives in, the school or university or tafe or college he attends, the factory, farm or office where he works, such are the places that every man, woman and child seeks equal justice, equal opportunity, and equal dignity without discrimination.

Unless these rights have meaning THERE, they have little meaning
anywhere

Crash Course in History: #1 "Agricultural Revolution"






Ii've always wanted to do a crash course in history and then walla i found THIS

Enjoy learning whoever you are